Diary

5.14.2023 | THE MAN

Today is Mother’s Day, my thirteenth year of being her mother.

AND, it’s time for ME to tell you about THE MAN.

THE MAN is a CRUCIAL turning point in my life.

I connected with him on 11.11.2018

11:11 Unknown to ME.

I was too BROKEN.

Recently separated from her dad. (9 or 10 days to be exact)

HE knew.

He was SPIRITUALLY AWARE of our connection.

I was not.

I RAN from HIM.

Roughly, 4 YEARS.

I am the RUNNER.

He is the CHASER.

My childhood dream said it would go exactly this way.

THE DREAM PREPARED ME FOR MY FUTURE.

It showed ME that I would RUN.

I couldn’t STOP it.

I was unable to TRUST another SOUL.

THE MAN triggered OLD & NEW WOUNDS.

It made me RUN.

Like, “A BAT OUT OF HELL!” (his exact words)

TODAY, I UNDERSTAND MY CONNECTION WITH HIM.

Our CONNECTION was truly HEALING MY SOUL.

It gave ME GROWTH.

It gave ME SPIRITUAL AWARENESS.

It gave ME PROTECTION.

It brought ME back to who I am suppose to BE.

HE TRUSTED ME

HE gave ME the KEYS to his BUSINESS.

AND, What did I do?

I RAN with those KEYS.

The KEYS to his HEART.

I told him…

We are DIFFERENT.

HE is RICH.

I am POOR.

HE went to MEDICAL SCHOOL.

I’m an ARTIST.

HE is a CONFORMIST.

I AM REBELLIOUS in an ARTSY sort of way.

I made one EXCUSE after ANOTHER.

I told him, “I DON’T KNOW”

I said, I DON’T KNOW OVER AND OVER TO HIM.

WHEN he gave me THE BEST GIFT.

THE GIFT OF LOVE!

When I couldn’t LOVE myself.

♥ ME

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